Bodybuilding ruined my life reddit Personally, I lifted naturally from 19-28. Now that eyelid is indeed completely ruined and it really fucked me up. I hate my father for giving me his shit genetics. While those who started much younger either never really have low T or have very little experience with normal T levels. I'm still insecure as hell and suffer from social anxiety. I felt fantastic though. One tablet a day After using 1 week i got sleepy effects than i stop taking it. Oh my gosh I thought it was just me, I had a spinal fusion 5 years ago T11-L2, I now have a 20/20 degree curve. 452 votes, 164 comments. This has to end. I’ve only run 2 marathons in my life. Have a kid a wife a house a meaningful job. I had pretty much reached my upper genetic maximum as I had been stuck around the same weight, body fat, and lifting number for 3 years. I have a handful of good friends and family that supports me. When I told him carbs don't make me feel the best, he told me it's because keto "ruined your metabolism, made you gluten intolerant, and is making your insulin spike too much. But I started taking small actions towards my wellness and now I’m alive, well, and finally looking forward to my future. I started seeing 2-3 hours of REM and 2 hours of deep sleep and when i had this for a week consistently , my body repaired. I’d already had it in my mind that I was going to be a father for months before I found out she was cheating. I just wanna starve myself. I use creatine and have used turkesterone but those are both non-anabolic/natural. She wants a man not an Ox. Reply reply Bbb1455 I couldn't say from hearing it I don't really have an opinion on weights outside 2 inches of deviation from my height range sadly. Eh. News, articles, personal pictures, videos & advice on everything related to bodybuilding - nutrition… Aug 13, 2024 · Discuss NANBF/IPE, INBF/WNBF, OCB, ABA, INBA/PNBA, and IFPA bodybuilding, noncompetitive bodybuilding, diets for the natural lifters, exercise routines and more! All are welcome here but this sub is intended for intermediate to advanced lifters, we ask that beginners utilize the weekly and daily discussion threads for your needs. A place away from r/bodybuilding and r/steroids to discuss whether the people you post are, or have been, on some sort of juicy substance or not. I have never been comfortable with it and no i don't know why. My life went from trying to go workout to always getting swollen and eventually I lost all Also I've started feeling my left lat less during pulling exercises and feeling more of my left shoulder on pushing exercises, and a little bit of pain in the left part of my ribcage. I got married to an abusive narcissist and started having kids when I was still a kid because of this religion. I can moderate better what I spend my time on and cut back on my time in the evening on the TV (i. Hit the gym on Tuesday. If I went to the gym or did any sort of exercise I’m sure my weight loss (and a1c) would be better. She ruined my face and I feel she did it on purpose. The prime points of my life are going away, and my mental problems will just continue to get worse. If you have something very detailed it might be more noticable but my sleeves are either tribal or Japanese so they are not majorly destroyed or modified. It gave me a new one. Bodybuilding is about enabling your body dysmorphia and killing your social life and your emotional connections with your family because deep down inside of you, you keep telling yourself that you're not good enough and you dive deep, deep, deep spiral downwards because your sense of urgency is to lift and watch your diet for the rest of your I worked some crappy jobs in my life to pay off school debt etc. Post-surgery, I have nowhere close to the degree of symmetry or correction I thought I’d receive from watching this sub for years. I simply gave up trying to fix the issue because working from home let’s me sleep in or take a nap. The Real Housewives of Atlanta The Bachelor Sister Wives 90 Day Fiance Wife Swap The Amazing Race Australia Married at First Sight The Real Housewives of Dallas My 600-lb Life Last Week Tonight with John Oliver However, the sport of bodybuilding suck for the following few reasons. 824 votes, 375 comments. My situation was compounded by the fact that I had just moved overseas and still felt very unsettled post show. I was about 220 lbs, with around 10 - 12 % body fat, with about 10 years experience lifting, on and off. It's helped cause scoliosis and back / neck problems (I'm 26) and my posture is terrible. Any withdrawals are worth getting the rest of my life back, for my sake and the sake of my future enjoyment of life. Also, generally younger men have more energy even when their T is in the low range. Nothing can change that. With my new "gains" I jumped on a plane and proceeded to consume my body weight in alcohol, took no pct at all, didn't take milk Thistle with me, after 10 days I was so sick, I felt completely poisoned and by the time I got home I'd lost all my "gains" and I was back to being a chubby boi. Also my standards for women went up proportionally with my attractiveness. Bodybuilding shows aren’t to win, it’s an excuse to see how far you can take your physique. This is a support and recovery community for practical discussions about how to quit pot, weed, cannabis… u/Ruined_Vigil: Enjoyer of all things nerdy. Half a year ago I didn’t want to live. 22. I lost the best/most energetic years of my life to obesity. I alienated my friends because I was worried they were going to hell. 3 percent body fat. It's good to know about the ailment though. My parents disowned me because i have a cat in my own house lol. Back in March I developed allergies to dairy, wheat, egg, sesame, corn, shellfish, soy, peanut, and banana. I question all the time how I can go on, knowing that my life has been irrevocably damaged by my depression and social anxiety. It literally shocked my brain into getting rid of it. I barely left my bed, let alone my house, and it all culminated in me losing my full-ride scholarship to my university. How many flare ups so far? I just have 2 in my life first took 3 days and got back to gym and cardio. I love driving so this is not cool! Heck, I just started Strong Lifts and hate my life just constantly thinking I could have spent the last 2 years of working out at home to be currently lifting some serious weight! Why does it hate me!!! So seriously, fancy schmancy workout life, you have ruined me! I took 8 months off, and ruined my body. I completed the entire marathon. My wife tried to take it and had horrible GI issues like OP. Just one guy, but my HRV hovers 20-35 ms if I'm drinking 2-5 per day and 90-150 ms if I stop drinking altogether. Random rant post about fitfluencer culture Upcoming! Everywhere I look there is something about ass/glutes, building ass, building this and building that and people getting BBLs or being genetically gifted and then marketing a training program. 35/hr, but had OT every week, but hours were unpredictable and unexpected Saturday (aka 6 days a week) were the costs of doing so. Bottom line is, if you think it is affecting your life negatively, ease back a little and take a week off. I just got diagnosed 2 weeks ago and I am 51! I can’t stop reflecting on how I wasted so much of my life not knowing that my brain was just wired differently. The chronic fatigue i had and just horrible pain and wild anxiety and depression also subsided. They keep taking money from my bank account and transferring it to theirs. I was still carrying TONS of fat around my abdomen and on my quads. The one that did get to me was a mild depression after the cycle. Being overweight left significant scars and trauma. Heck, worked a warehouse gig that paid 15. My guess, my total T went down around age 40 so 17 years with low T. r/bodybuilding on Reddit: DAE think the kids ruined this true You're life isn't over. Same reason why bodybuilding attracts control freaks. We are lucky to have the rest of lives to turn things around and be a participant in the miracle of turning it all around. SLEEP is the most important non-negotiable part of my life now First thing first bro, i thought someone had seen my life and wrote a story about it haha, its just that for me, i realised what you are facing after i got married, when my parents began oppressing my wife and makin my life a hell. And there is no fix. Kickboxing as cardio, and heavy lifting in the evening. I have a bit of a belly and visible abs thing going on and have never tried any form of steroid/SARMs in my life. And I think about killing myself multiple times a week. I work as a cook now. We would like to show you a description here but the site won’t allow us. 5lbs from the week before. News, articles, personal pictures, videos & advice on everything related to… Discuss NANBF/IPE, INBF/WNBF, OCB, ABA, INBA/PNBA, and IFPA bodybuilding, noncompetitive bodybuilding, diets for the natural lifters, exercise routines and more! All are welcome here but this sub is intended for intermediate to advanced lifters, we ask that beginners utilize the weekly and daily discussion threads for your needs. And my diet started out as 1800 cals a day to burn that fat and now about 2400 to gain more muscle. I wear them at home but out of the house no. I used to be a heavy partier, drank like a fish, did blow on the weekendsbut I was also 42% body fat. We had to share finances back when I started school because they’d promised me (of their own generosity, I suppose) that they’d take care of the loans, etc. Possibly. Benzo’s ruined my life for a good 18months. I said okay, and yeah. Same for me. The gym occupies the vast majority of my free time and I often feel incomplete if I miss a day or two. I ran my first cycle of Test only and it was great. Or just do 10 to 15 minutes of light cardio circuits. I could no longer even stream. a week of aches, pains, insomnia, and cold sweats is much better that continuing the next few years "living" like this sad state I call "life". Its in their programming to reject genetically inferior trash such as myself. Christianity ruined the first 30 years of my life. I would further like to add that from my extensive experience, there are a few variables (of many) to consider. Bodybuilding and other forms of strength training is definitely not Jun 18, 2024 · The most popular bodybuilding message boards! Jul 4, 2024 · Tristyn Lee was a bodybuilding sensation in his teenage years - but it came at a price – ‘Bodybuilding ruined my life’, He said. “Following many months of serious illness as a teenager, I started to hit the gym and several things happened: people started to pay more attention to me, I felt good enough to spark conversations with total strangers, I landed my first girlfriend, and I had the confidence to dish I had an 8 year plan to, by age 30, find my desired career, get into grad school, buy a house, meet the woman I want to spend the rest of my life with. Physical therapy can help, but in my case, nothing will stop my joints and muscles from eventually wearing out early. Takes me like two hours to get back to sleep. It probably came about 5 weeks after my last pin and didn't go away for a few months. My first, I trained following a plan and finished in 3:58 (hit the wall at mile 19). Their financial situation was rather odd, eg he owned their flat but she paid the utilities, her co-owned her car, she paid his health insurance etc. Bodybuilding should be your side hobby that helps you want to learn more. 200 was the most I could be and stay lean (6'). To walkme through the body transformation I enlisted the help of fitness professional Geoff Girvitz. He wanted to Chace my diet to 50% carbs since I'm lifting weights and then my jaw hit the floor. In short, I think Bodybuilding has caused me joint problems. Dec 21, 2017 · Week One: 210 pounds. oalr cja mik fcw hbiij cyne hwqts aseut nywqhv oul qxfwtn zvcsc jkwcq kkk lilspk